Lost On the Way

I took a break and I'm still tired
I went away, doesn't feel like it
Holding my breath while I kill time
Almost like questioning real life

Cause after you've done and done it again
The result only show on the same side
You wonder what's happening
Why is it working for others? But I'm only stuck in the struggling, yeah

Where does it start and where does it end?
Who is an enemy, who is a friend?
What is the purpose on working to get
Something's that gone when you're turning your head away
Life's short, how do I know what is right, wrong?
Making moves therefore all I know, would changes things, got high hopes

I got lost on the way
I can't go back now
I got lost on the way
I can't go back now

I'm sitting for hours just getting it down
I'm admitting that I'm overthinking it
Wondering if what I'm doing is killing me
Never been able to cut out the middle man

Thoughts I could never repeat but I know where they're coming from
Now look around, all the change they were making
And look at the lives they were changing
See, I wouldn't change it for anything

I've got these people, I'm taking them with me
They gave me a reason to wake up, I needed it
Now that I've got all these people they're listening
When I was dealing with feelings that I couldn't put out
To the rest of the world, they stuck by side through the thick of it
Yeah, you know who you are, there's no need to mention them

I've been my worst fear from the moment I woke up
To right here, conversations that give me wrong tears
Yeah, I needed to know I belonged here
When I looked around everything so clear
What I'm doing is coming to life
I put in the work and I'm sleeping at night
I see how it is goes and we're doing it right

I got lost on the way
I can't go back now
I got lost on the way
I can't go back now

What I bring to the table's for me and the team
What you see's only one percent growing their seed
We've got issues in things that you wouldn't believe
I've got people that cut me out, they disagree

Like my life is a problem they don't want to see
When it's nothing to do with them, they up and leave
Trying to understand things that they can't seem to keep
But I know what I do and I know what I need

Any time I made a run for it
I'm ending up in the fun of things
I've had enough of some people
And what they've been telling me
What am I chasing and what is ahead of me?

Have I been working this hard
To be told that I cannot do this
Put in everything
Every last energy
Finding myself 'til I've got it on paper
I read it and throw it away
And begin it again