Dark Hole

I've been, in this dark hole for too long
That, its starting to feel like home
Look

Its 3Am
Sitting down playing my acoustic
Reminiscing my past, from this music
Getting my revenge and you know that, i will prove it
Tryna find a solution to my problems i ain't tryna lose it

This feelings eating me up inside, my inner peace is ruined
I lost everything i had, now its like i'm losing
Thinking about whats the right thing to be doing
Reacting aggressively I'm an engine without coolant

My conscience ain't too clear, its telling me to avoid being moral just to make myself superior
These decisions, pulling me from left to right i cant steer
I fell off till i became unconscience, i wasn't cautious of the consequences that appeared
But you know i finally conquered my fear
Of losing mostly everything the past 3 years
Now I'm calm as an otter in the water so theres nothing that can bother me or interfere

I use to be in a deep hole and i couldn't get out
Been stuck in this dark place it became home no doubt
For so long i blacked out
But I'm back now i bailed out
Everyone seems to bring me down, but i holdout

Like my pride that never dies, i be feeling alive
Then i get broken clockwise a lot of times in my life...
Till it became a spoken timeline
2 times, thats a day without a single advice
So now its like I'm getting spider bites
Provoking situations that i cant deny this the reason why i never survive
But i be asking myself why am i always miserable in life
Without the help that i've hope for from day to night
I stay to myself even though my body tried to decline my own mind

Look who's back its Frank Castle
Use to backtrack cuz i was always in a battle
With myself the enemy that is fragile
Between my life and me i had a lot to tackle
No destiny in life these emotions were hard to handle
Until I'm bursting out the door with tears from bad results
I'm on the floor feeling heated, bouta explode like a lightbulb
I mostly got bullied, down the road and verbally beated with a lot of insults

I've been dirty from my past but i rinsed off
Now I'm getting ready for kick off cuz I'm pissed off
This shirt that i ripped off cuz I'm fed up with everything
Use to be soft but people sharpened my edges for me to leave trenches no i cant be squashed

Theres none from me to withdraw
Cant solve my mind its a jigsaw
Got your mind criss crossed
Back and forth into a seesaw
Hard to see through my heart when its scratched from a bears claw
Lot of challenges i fought from right to left i turned into a southpaw
And the enemies that brought a lot of chaos
These flaws that turned to pain is all i felt that no one cared about or even saw

I punished myself a lot but I'm done with this
If you think you can break me and act like you the toughest
Then you're the dumbest, I don't need any unwanted rubbish
After a year of numbness all i want is peace and justice

Theres so much that i got under my sleeves
From the suffers of others and lovers out numbered to an extreme
That made me complete so i proceed to succeed
In my life that nobody tempts to agree
I'll guarantee ill prove most people wrong with all this heat that i feed
Mercy's what you need with a single plead

That'll lead you to realize i cant be defeat
My life's too sweet without the treats without the needs
Best believe that people would want to disagree
And invent the truth into a sequel thats never been heard or seen