Another Year to Be Alive

Another year to be alive
Another year to tell me lies
You think we live in paradise
Why this happen all the time
I'm getting sick I'm getting tired
You say you feel me but you lie
Another year to be alive
Another year to tell me lies
No, no
Can't even look Me in my eyes
You think we live in paradise
You don't
Why this happen all the time
I'm getting sick I'm getting tired
You say you feel me but you lie
You say you feel me but you lie
All the time
I don't feel accepted I just want acceptance
I want a life worth living and that is not to mention
My life's redirected
2-19-11 that's dated sentimental
And I don't feel your presence
I want you to listen
I want you to take in
All the art I'm giving
And the message hid within it
I want you to love me
For what god has given
I could be gone by next year
And nothings promised with it
I want you to love me for me
I want you to trust me for me
These days that's so rare to see
It don't feel like to me that we're as close as we could be
Your drifting just because you do not see the things I see
I just want you to succeed
I just want you to put some trust in me
You don't know my demons you don't know what that shit does to me
Looking at reality and that shits just a buck to me
But thinking of my dreams I feel like that one always stuck with me
I don't think you understand I'm so misunderstood
I rely on myself because not no person could
I don't depend on nobody cuz not no person would
I fill this cup with hatred and I roll my pain In woods
I look fine on the outside but insides a different story
I think that your bad for me your doing no good for me
She made all these demons it felt like they all adored me
Before I understood it I misunderstood it that shit was before me
It was misdirection no one told me
She tells me that I'm cold
Because you made me this way
I told her baby don't
But she portrayed me this way
Now I turn to alcohol to get me over the pain
I step into the booth just to let my pain all go
I bathe myself in liquor not the right way I should cope
I don't what to do I feel like you'd always come home
But I know your gone forever and your never coming home
Another year to be alive
Another year to tell me lies
No, no
Can't even look me in my eyes
You think we live in paradise
You don't
Why this happen all the time
I'm getting sick I'm getting tired
You say you feel me but you lie
You say you feel me but you lie
All the time
Another year to be alive
Another year to tell me lies
No, no
Can't even look me in my eyes
You think we live in paradise
You don't
Why this happen all the time
I'm getting sick I'm getting tired
You say you feel me but lie
You say you feel me but you lie
All the time
Another year to be alive
Be alive
Another year to tell me lies
Tell me lies
You think we live in paradise
Paradise
Why this happen all the time
I'm getting sick I'm getting tired



Credits
Writer(s): Charlie Malkasian
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