Pain

I keep on runnin' runnin'
Excuses keep on coming
I feel so bad, i just bask in my shame
I keep on runnin' runnin'
Excuses keep on coming
I think I'm trying to hide from my pain
Without you I'm cold
Im just some skull and some bones
You left a mark on my soul, so
Come and reap what you sow
Come be my Bel Biv DeVoe
And I know we know the song, so
Put your poison in my vessel, It get hot like a kettle
And I pray it don't pop
But I pray it won't settle
And I know we barley fight, but I'm still fighting battles
With my inner ambitions
And my mental submissions
Feel like all the people that I've done wrong
And all the hate that i build strong
Its gonna back fire
Its gonna back fire
Feel like all the people that I've done wrong
And all the hate that i build strong
Its gonna back fire
Its gonna back fire

I keep on runnin' runnin'
Excuses keep on coming
I feel so bad, i just bask in my shame
I keep on runnin' runnin'
Excuses keep on coming
I think I'm trying to hide from my pain

I feel like all my decisions
Along with all of my women
They always say that I'm trippin'
However always forgiving
I was playing with the fire then i got burnt
Reckless with my choices how i got hurt
All this pain self-inflicted
Why do i do it?
Probably I'm addicted
Thats the reason why i do it
Gotta learn about myself
Then i go ahead and prove it
Don't take upon this blessing
Then I fuck around and lose it
Hey, hey, hey
Ima drink my pain away
No more tears fall down my face
Not on purpose, simply 'cause i can't
Backfire yeah, yeah, yeah
I, just praying it won't backfire
Yeah, yeah

I keep on runnin' runnin'
Excuses keep on coming
I feel so bad, i just bask in my shame
I keep on runnin' runnin'
Excuses keep on coming
I think I'm trying to hide from my pain