Soon You'll See Me Fall Again

Promise to myself but when I feel too well I'll break it
Know that if I sell my soul I'll risk my health, I'll stake it
Cannot keep it to myself, cannot stop me from doing it as well
(Do I really have a will?)
Is there any chance to thwart my safety plans, I'll take it
I'll take it

But I hate it
I'm late and frustrated
this weight's stuck on my shoulders
I want to get over my insecurities
Great, now I'm fading away to my mates unless I stay till I cannot delay my decision anymore

I can feel my heart starting to beat again, beat again
Must be cause I know the things I need again, need again
I can't help it, soon you'll see me fall again, regret again
I'll be gone before someone could count to ten, count to ten

Any little low doesn't matter cause I know I'll make it
Bet they thought I'd grow so they could steal the show? Ha, bullshit!
Dancin shamelessly alone, writing, singing, crying on my own
(Do I really have a will?)
Keeping up my hopes, so take my hand or go, will you take it?
Will you take it?

But I hate it
I'm late and frustrated
this weight's stuck on my shoulders
I want to get over my insecurities
Great, now I'm fading away to my mates unless I stay till I cannot delay my decision anymore

I can feel my heart starting to beat again, beat again
Must be cause I know the things I need again, need again
I can't help it, soon you'll see me fall again, regret again
I'll be gone before someone could count to ten, count to ten

There's ups and downs
Then there's downs and ups
You need the downs to feel the ups
You need the ups to feel alive

I can feel my heart starting to beat again, beat again
Must be cause I know the things I need again, need again
I can't help it, soon you'll see me fall again, regret again
I'll be gone before someone could count to ten, count to ten