Highs and Loews

Put on this earth's surface
For a purpose
But surrounded by clowns
At times its like I live a circus
But then I just head downtown and hit the circuit
Then I wipe the sweat off my dome
Just to keep it perfect
But these niggas never knew
That the kid had just lost it the scarred
Intrigued by the darkness
Betrayed by his partners
Deceit left him heartless
Trying to escape the drama
And twisted fiends on the park bench
Post traumatic stress
I guess it left me remorseless
Defined my character
From my braids to my forces
Locked my anger
Inside a mental fortress
Then aimlessly wander this earth
Like I was course-less
The words were my pain
The pad was my brain
The pen was medication
Kept me from goin insane
But the facts that I wrote
Had me scrappin for hope
I had to cope
With you folks
With my backs to the ropes
Taken from my people
Survived in a life without Fest and Miguelittos
Tried to ignore the pain in my chest
But it was equal
To the termination of my
Quest against the evil
But that's just what happens
When a broken heart dies
Waitin for a great awakening
To open my eyes
Yo human beings
Trapped in a devils cloak and disguise
Trynna see the light but its outta focus with lies
So I try to stay strong
I clasp my palms
And remain calm
But days are so dark
And nights are so long
If I start to get lost
I just look to the stars
Write a few bars
And Keep my heart to the cause
But it still gets depressing
Holding back feelings and repressing
Under duress and
Feels like the soul could catch an infection
Theres failures on the blocks and
We locked in Boston
We inhale the city toxins
Chillin
While the cops grin
Russian roulette watch the glock spin
Poor niggas still boxed in
The cops won't let us win
In the city of sin
So I get pushed to the pinnacle
Talk shit
It could get physical
The shit that I spit
Is more toxic
Than your chemicals
And I could enter you
Through
Words that are identical
To your lifestyle and stimulate your mental to
You just heard the tale of a mind
Caught the grind
Stuck in a bind
And I been a victim of time
But I'll just live through the rhyme
Line for line
Craving to find
Stability
Through my awakening sign
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