Do You Think About Me?

Do you remember
I was fifteen years old
You came out of nowhere
And you warmed all the cold
I didn't believe in love
Never got all the roses and doves
Slowly but surely
You melted my heart
And then over time
All my walls fell apart
The first time my guard came down
I hoped you would stick around
Your love was a light switch
Mine always stayed on
It lit up the windows
The months you were gone
You built up some walls of your own
My heart to you wasn't a home
It felt too one sided
I then chose to leave
I'd hope it would give me
A mental reprieve
I shouldn't have pushed that wedge
All it did was push me to the edge

Memories come and then memories go
They come back to haunt me when I am alone
The first time I said I love you and I meant it
Back then I couldn't even comprehend it
Drake, I still love you this all is my fault
I shouldn't have pushed you inside of my vault
But now it's not up to me
I'm no longer holding the key

Do you think about me
When you're sleeping
Or in your daydreams
Do you think about when
You made my heart race
Or made my face beam
When I was your baby girl
When you were my whole wide world
Do you think about me
Do you even remember me

We haven't spoken
Now it's been two years
I missed you, I reached out
Said "fuck you" to fear
I waited for you to respond
They say just go back to the pond
I'm still not quite sure
Why you're back on my mind
This has never happened
My heart's in a bind
I have every reason to fret
My mind now flooded with regret
I didn't hear back
But the message was clear
I left and I wish
That I didn't my dear
Saying this cracks through my throat
It was me who left my heart broke
Wish I could hold you
But that's not how this works
I just have to stay back
And tend to my hurt
Heal these self inflicted wounds
But I don't think I can heal from you

Memories come and then memories go
They come back to haunt me when I am alone
The first time I said I love you and I meant it
Back then I couldn't even comprehend it
Drake, I still love you this all is my fault
I shouldn't have pushed you inside of my vault
But now it's not up to me
I'm no longer holding the key

Do you think about me
When you're sleeping
Or in your daydreams
Do you think about when
You made my heart race
Or made my face beam
When I was your baby girl
When you were my whole wide world
Do you think about me
Do you even remember me

On and off switching
I turned off the lights
Hoping that I could
Sleep better at night
I soon learned my wrongs
Won't ever be made right
All that I did was
Fuel my internal fights
I hope you feel joy
Since when I had moved on
I hope life improved
As soon as I was gone
You're not alone now
When night turns to dawn
I just want to tell you
My love's not withdrawn

Cuz memories come and then memories go
Still come back to haunt me when I am alone
Removing your number I wanna take it back
It's my biggest regret I promise that's a fact
Drake, I'm so sorry this is all my fault
Now you're just moments locked inside my vault
It cannot be up to me
Lost my right to hold onto the key

But you don't think about me
When you're happy
When you're with her
And you don't think about when
I said "I love you"
You said "forever"
Send nothing but love to your new baby girl
I hope she lights up your whole entire world
You don't think about me
Probably don't want to remember me