Round & Round

B-b-b-b-Beautiful nightmare locked up in my mind call it brains cells
You give me hope but leave an empty shell
I think about it, I think about it often
PTSD lay me in my coffin
Lay me in my coffin 'cause I think I've been softened
Lay me in 'cause I can't diagnose the pro-
Blem and I keep on pacing left and right and up and down
Now I see I'm the real clown now
But I cannot forget all those beautiful lies
Every time I saw her, I was so mesmerized
Every night I try to sleep I see her beautiful eyes
I just wanna stop but I cannot help rewind
Rewind let's take it back a moment let's see
Who was wrong you or me sometimes I can't even breathe
Like I'm suffocating,
You gotta be from Hades
And like hell I'm...

Stuck like a carousel, stuck like a carousel
Round and round she goes
Round and round and round and round
Round like a carousel, round like a carousel
Stuck like a carousel round and round she goes
Like I'm stuck in some hell I cannot go
I try and I try but she goes
Round like a carousel, round like a carousel

Dog eat dog world and I'm sick of the vet
I must be addicted c'mon let's make a bet
Did you always mean to trap me in this awful fate?
I just need a ladder c'mon let me escape
Words are hard to say maybe I'm buried alive
But I try, yes I died, Now I'm back, and I strive
But I look, like a fool, like I'm on the television live
Everything you said was an utter lie!
Every time I walk out everything I see is you!
Now my heart's frozen up like an igloo
Let me give you cake like it's a piece of my mind, I
Wasn't joking, when I said, I was trapped, and confined
But I gotta wrap it up and call me the director
Searching for the right clues like I'm the inspector
Scavenger hunt 'cause I'm searching for the clues
But wait, does that make me Blue? And I'm

Stuck like a carousel, stuck like a carousel
Round and round she goes
Round and round and round and round
Round like a carousel, round like a carousel
Stuck like a carousel round and round she goes
Like I'm stuck in some hell I cannot go
I try and I try but she goes
Round like a carousel, round like a, like a, like a-ooh

Come by my place and all you'll see is yellow tape, there's
No beef between us like we ran out of steak, but
Do not, cross the line, like you have many times before
You were the cage but I just wanna soar
Like I'm naked I have nothing left to get up off of my chest
I think it's time to put this sad story to rest
I been to hell and let me tell you
Compared to you they treat me oh so well

Stuck like a carousel, stuck like a carousel
Round and round she goes
Round and round and round and round
Round like a carousel, round like a carousel
Stuck like a carousel round and round she goes
Like I'm stuck in some hell I cannot go
I try and I try but she goes
Round like a carousel, round like a carousel