Popular Monster

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I wake up every mornin' with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah

I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressin' rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fuckin' phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay

Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit everyday
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out (way out)
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
Break down, fallin' into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster

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Da-da-da-da-da-da-da

I think I'm goin' nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?

Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm goin' through a stage
Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay

Motherfucker, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause somethin' is missin'
And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?
Every single fucking day, I get closer to the grave

I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out (way out)
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
Break down, fallin' into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular fuckin' monster



Credits
Writer(s): Ronnie Radke, James Cody Quistad, Tyler Smyth
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