Imperfect E!

My life's like hydraulics
It goes Up - Down – Up... Down!
Sometimes man I just feel like falling
Cause the journey from the sky to the ground
Most times stay smooth
But when I hit the ground?
The joy disappears like poof!!!
Joy stay flying out the roof
Then I'm face to face with the truth
And the truth stays bitter ooh
Wondering what did I do?
Those desires that I spoke about
Yeah they're on this track too
And yeah they be haunting me
They be tryna take over me and they're winning
They come disguised as good guys promising me good times
Know they telling lies but I believe 'em
Leave 'em - leave 'em - leave 'em - leave 'em - leave 'em
That's all I be hearing deep
Inside my ears like an earring
And it hurts me like a brand new piercing
How am I supposed to be a joint-heir
With the person I be fearing man this ish is so depressing
I'm tired homie - Ion feel like I'm alive homie
"Monsieur!" (You again?)
"Vous pouvez tomber un grand nombre de fois"
"But it can never ever ever ever ever...
...top the times that He's gon' pick you homie...
...He's gon always have your back"
"Have no fear - God is here and...
...He's forgiven you, and He has given you...
...a jetpack so that you can get back...
...up to that amazing view"
Zoom!
Man I'm feeling super awesome here
I can't believe I almost gave up down there
I'm standing firm in Christ, never losing sight
Wait, my desires came up too yeah??
Hehe - but now I got 'em on a lockdown
Matter of fact ama hit 'em with a Tae Kwon - doh!!!
What's happening? Am I falling back?
DANG IT, NO!!!

I missed it
I fell
Imperfect
Dang!
I missed it
I fell
Imperfect
Dang!

Round two - come on
Back to the place where none
Got real joy what they've got don't last for long
And it's chocking out here gotta protect my lungs
And I'm beginning to stink see I could use cologne
How - did I get here? Ion know
*cough cough*
This place be choking me
I - Can see my desires and aargh they're taking over me
How is this possible?
Thought I could trust in you - to set me free
I thought I had em on a lockdown
I was let down by ... - You set me free
So when I came across my flesh I knew
I was gon pass the test - to set me free
Wait...
I shoulda stepped back - and let you set me free
Or nah
Cause I wasn't even studying The Word
Wasn't saying prayers on a daily
How I wan take dey strong na lie
Now I'm reactivating my fasting
I been studying the book of Romans lately
Now I know that God can never gimme more than I can bear
And It's clear yeah there ain't no single maybes
Now I guess you know the boy's ready now
See no desire can take me down
I've read, I've studied, I've fasted and prayed
You gon need God's grace just to try and stop me now
You might think I'm playing but I'm going super Saiyan
You're bluffing I know, that's why I pay no mind to what you saying
I'm ready yo!
Step on the dance floor let's go
Boom - Bap!
Uh-huh man It's a wrap
Lying on my face flat
How could I fall to just a tap
Ugh! - Maybe I just didn't see the trap
That they hit me with
But now I realize I've been leaving God behind
That's why they keep winning
DANG!!

Dear God
I've been thinking I could face my desires on my own
I've been thinking if I studied hard
If I prayed hard
If I read
I would be able to like
Get the power to overcome my desires
Forgetting that I need You daily
I need You to come live Your life in me
Without You I can't do nothing
I need You
I need You
Your Son, Eazy