Heavy on My Mind

You keep running away, changing time and space
Until you realize, that's just not the way
It's creeping through these walls, staring into your soul
It's not giving up until you let it go
It feels like sand all over your skin
Don't you try to wash away, try to face within
At times I'm just so scared of everything surrounding me
And I know it might sound weird, but that's just how I feel

I'm far away from normal in so many ways
But who the hell is normal anyway?

'Cause it's all so heavy
It's heavy on my mind
And I'm tired of waiting, wasting my time
You're lifting me up, taking me higher, holding me tight
When it's still so heavy
Heavy on my mind

I almost lost my way in all these strange places
And I don't feel okay with all these new faces
Darkness feels like home, still I don't know what's going on
'Cause it keeps coming back, when it keeps coming down

I'm far away from normal in so many ways
But who the hell is normal anyway?

'Cause it's all so heavy
It's heavy on my mind
And I'm tired of waiting, wasting my time
You're lifting me up, taking me higher, holding me tight
When it's still so heavy
Heavy on my mind

Don't let fear control you, don't let it all control you
Don't let fear control you, don't let it all control you

'Cause it's all so heavy
It's heavy on my mind
And I'm tired of waiting, wasting my time
You're lifting me up, taking me higher, holding me tight
When it's still so heavy
Heavy on my mind

Don't let fear control you, don't let it all control you
Don't let fear control you, don't let it all control you