Choke

I can't imagine what you're going through after all this time
I feel shit for what I did to you that night
Even now in this crowd I feel all alone
I never thought that it would go this far
Because the truth is that I don't remember where
Where I end and you start

I'll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning because I'm sick of running
So forget what you heard
Because when life kicks you down
I'll always be around

Let it out, all the doubt that's been bothering you
Before it starts to consume you
I'll be here, so austere, with all my fear
In hopes you'll learn to forgive me

I'll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning because I'm sick of running
So forget what you heard
Because when life kicks you down I'll always be around

The day I met you sometimes plays in my head
A feeling I won't forget
And now it seems we think lesser
But we'll stick together because it will get better
Yea it will get better
In spite of the worsening weather
We've suffered through much more
Still feel the words that left us sore
As we pass through shade it's brighter than before

I'll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning because I'm sick of running
So forget what you heard
Because when life kicks you down I'll always be around

I can't take much more of this torment, it seems it won't relent
So we suffer and then resent
We're too far past to decompress, don't need to second guess
These feelings that have been suppressed
I wish we took the time to realign ourselves
Because we went over it but it went over our heads
I wish that I could fix this mess

I'll go and choke on my words
I'll go and choke

I'll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning because I'm sick of running
So forget what you heard
Because when life kicks you down I'll always be around