White

As the seasons change
Memories of you refuse to fade
Fade away
They remain like that old red wine stain on my dress
That never could come out
But I won't throw it out
Because it reminds me of the night that it got there
The night that we shared the bottle
Full to empty
The way you left me in the breeze
On a winters night

I don't wear white anymore
It's too easy to get it messy and I'm clumsy
So I know I will
I will spill something
So I need a colour that will hide it

Funny I was born on the day of the solstice in December
But I really hate the winter
It's cold
More so since your gone away
Every day it rains
But only on my face
Where is the brolly that my nan gave to me!?
It's strong and sturdy enough to stand the wind
As it blows
Where did it go?
My only shelter from this weather

I don't wear white anymore
It's too easy to get it messy and I'm clumsy
So I know I will
I will spill something
So I need a colour that will hide it

Hide it with a pattern
Hide all my shit
I'll confuse ur eyes to disguise
What's on the inside of
My heart is heavy
Oh what a load to bear
But I won't dare share it with no one
No one
No one
Never again
I don't wanna be your friend
Yes I know that it's unfair
To you
Someone new
With now clue of seasons passed away
They change but then come back again

I don't wear white anymore
It's too easy to get it messy and I'm clumsy
So I know I will
I will spill something
So I need a colour that will hide it