Clarity

Feeling like I lost a year somewhere down the line
Face as grey as the sky with your hand in mine
And I don't want to talk about this mood I've gotten into
When everything is going well but I still want to hate you

It's hard to try and reflect when there's no clarity
When every song that I write feels like a different me
Tell me am I still the same the same boy you used to see
Or are you wishing I was more like the old me

Been at this shit for three years and has it helped out
Every time I think I'm getting better I'm hit with self doubt
Everyone saying it's fine and it'll work out
But I can help but feel stuck here with myself now

There's this delusion that has underpinned my late teens
That put me into a place of codependency
And now the stress keeps me up when I just want to sleep
Thinking of people I hurt in 2018

Can't run it back
Can't face facts
Can't take the mistakes that I made back

Two years now
And I've found out
Time doesn't care if you're sad now

Cause we've all moved on
And I'm still fixed on friend I ain't seen for 12 months
Gotta Stop wasting my time get out of my bed and start living my life

We can't change what we've done but can grow now
And we can't change the way we were two years ago how
Can i expect to better when I won't see
That I'm not perfect but I'm nothing like the old me



Credits
Writer(s): Yung Ivy
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