4Am

I haven't eaten in days
I've been feelin' kinda blue
They say this is just a phase
But I can't stop missing you

I wish I could take it back
I feel like we had lost track

I know how to make you react
When I feel attacked
Now I'm feelin' some type of way
I should a never walked away

Now I'm on my way to you
I just gotta get to you
And hold you

Can we start again
Give me one more chance

I know that it's 4 in the morning
I just didn't know what to do
This shit always hurt it gets boring
So I had to turn to you

I know that we fight constantly
And it's all 'cause of this constant need
To have you near

I know I'm a train wreck sometimes
I know I can push you sometimes
I know it I know
I know I could love you one time
Then turn around and hate you one time

But I swear I will do so much better
And I swear I'll love you even better
So baby

Can we start again?
Give me one more chance

Remember when we used to dance
When we used to laugh
I could write a paragraph about these memories in the sand

But just like that they're gone away
Words like the wind it blew away

And I'm blown away, intrigued
Feels like I met you in a dream
This shit you say is foreign
This shit you do is foreign

You pull me in then push away
Took my last defense away

Words cut deep like daggers
As I fight, I fall, I stammer
As I feel lucky just to have ya
I can't leave, I know I have to

Truth is I'm scared of life without you
Not sure what I would do without you

So I'm in my Uber drunk as hell
Thinking you could save me from this hell
This emotional pit
I promise you that I'll quit

All the crying, the vulnerability, the hurting
Love you unconditional, never mind if I'm hurting

See what's important is I have you
I want you back
Without you, I'm broken
You're the glue I need to feel brand new
Coz without you, man, I'm fucking broken