White Flag

Conversations in my head are like a world war
I bury all my feelings in a corridor
But I just lost the fucking girl I love
My doctor gave me options, surgery and drugs or
I could wave the white flag, white flag
Don't the white flag look so safe right now
So safe right now, yeah

I think I'm broken and I know it
Maybe you were made to be the muse
And I was made to be the poet
Now I'm pouring something Irish in my glass
Reminiscing bout the past
Love bath for the rugrat, yeah
I wrote a couple bad checks, now I wanna cash out
The devil said I have debts, but I ain't one to back down
I fell in love with my best friend, yeah
Fuck leaving the coast
I just wanna be okay with all my demons and ghosts
I press the keys and then I write on the pad
Like maybe this time I'll feel better, yeah
I never do, I self-medicate until I feel it all too much
I always feel it all too much
Look, I don't have nobody else up in the room
When I'm writing my words
And I would give it all up but I know I'd feel worse

Conversations in my head are like a world war
I bury all my feelings in a corridor
But I just lost the fucking girl I love
My doctor gave me options, surgery and drugs or
I could wave the white flag, white flag
Don't the white flag look so safe right now
So safe right now

I said tell your dad I'll miss him, yeah
Tell your mom I'm pretty different from the image that she drew
All these stupid little parties that I had to go to
Yeah, I walk around the room and I can't even tell the truth
What the fuck
Hey, go figure
Jake is on his high horse like
They don't understand what you'd die for
They don't understand the clan that you ride for
So I die more, you can die less
Shit, I digress
Am I a pussy if I tell you I'm emotional
And really wish I cried less
I fucking hate myself, I'd rather fucking hate you
But I can't
I know I'll love you till the day we depart
I hope you love me for the fool that I are
I hope you smile at that line in the car
I said you'll always have a piece of my heart
She said she'll love it

Conversations in my head are like a world war
I bury all my feelings in a corridor
But I just lost the fucking girl I love
My doctor gave me options, surgery and drugs or
I could wave the white flag, white flag
Don't the white flag look so safe right now
So safe right now



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Writer(s): Jacob Stap
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