Love VS Lust

I let you under my skin I can't get over it
The thoughts of you I have in my head is so inappropriate
Love is like a drug I'm tired of taking these opiates
I say I've had enough as I sit and watch you open it
Gotta get a grip cause I can't seem to get a hold of it
A sucker for the feeling I think someone else controlling it
I'm losing my mind a fear of dying from loneliness
Your love suffocating I don't mind let's see how close we get
You
Girl you got me in a submissive state
I can be your sex slave
Tell me what sex you crave
Drinking your bath water was a big mistake
Intoxicated
No sense of saying fuck love when we've already made it
Ain't no time for playing games cause i've already played it
I'm getting high off your love now It's hard to get faded I need more
A heavier dose is just what the doctor ordered
Look at my symptoms and diagnose my disorder
I need something to knock me out of this natural order
Don't wake me up if you really feel like it's not important
Intimacy can be fatal without the proper portion
Soul tied you in control I'm out of order
But yet I function with you around I don't need a quarter
Take me hostage
I'll come quietly
I hate being alone I be running from my anxiety
I hate sleeping alone I need you there on the side of me
You say you need space but that shit just don't apply to me
I don't think you realize some of the things you do to me
Love nowadays really ain't how it used to be
I tend to love hard you busy trying to get through to me
Blinded by the fact this entire time you was using me

Let's go back to them sneaky link ups we used to do
We became so addicted I was so used to you
It didn't make any difference cause you was cheating to
It wasn't love it was lust I was feeding you
Two wrongs can make it right if you believe it do
All alone every night I want to meet with you
I wanna be bold but can you keep a secret too
I'll let it be known I wanna put my seed in you

Reminiscing and wishing we never let it go
Cause our passion for sex was so unforgettable
I had you climbing the walls I was so into you
I ain't wanna get them involved but that's what feelings do
Tossing and turning you love it when we get physical
Scratching and biting like this loving get too intense for you
She had me exactly where she wanted she so subliminal
Her wish was my command as I listen to every syllable
She looked me in my eyes and said baby this ain't the real you
Then she reached and said I just wanna feel you
Took the condom off knowing I wasn't gonna fight that
She wrapped her legs around and said baby I like that
Go a little harder stroke a little deeper
She told me cum inside her but I ain't wanna believe her
I was caught up in the moment saying I really need her
We both climaxed as our juices flowed in between us

I was chasing something when something wasn't pursuing me
Turned something into nothing now you want nothing to do with me
Love was really lust the two was always confusing me
Sex was never sex it was your love seducing me
I was chasing something when something wasn't pursuing me
Turned something into nothing now you want nothing to do with me
Love was really lust the two was always confusing me
Sex was never sex it was your love seducing me