Painful

I ain't worried about today though (today though)
I'm worried bout us livin in this life that we've been given
I ain't worried bout the pain tho (pain tho)
Cuz we used to that where I'm from
I ain't worried what they say no (say no)
Everybody talkin but nobody wanna get it for you
Life was gettin painful (painful)
But we used to that where I'm from

Life is gettin harder, prayin for my father
Trappin out the crib, but I'm still prayin to Allah tho
Tryna get that money up, I'm playing for the lotto
My brother started drinkin more, he stayin on the bottle
My sister got two kids, but she prayin for her brothers
We supposed be a family and look out for each other
If it aint for ourselves we should do it for our mother
She sleepin on the couch, just a pillow and some covers

So if I said I need you, baby girl I need you
Cuz all these late night thoughts gettin evil
Death all around me, lookin like a preview
But I made a promise to you I would never leave

I ain't worried about today though (today though)
I'm worried bout us livin in this life that we've been given
I ain't worried bout the pain tho (pain tho)
Cuz we used to that where I'm from
I ain't worried what they say no (say no)
Everybody talkin but nobody wanna get it for you
Life was gettin painful (painful)
But we used to that where I'm from

Life is gettin harder, tears all on my face now
We been gettin older, watchin all the years erase now
Everybody caught up, they got filters on they face now
That's why I can never tell if it's real or if they fake now

Ran across some snakes, I ain't fuckin with no fakes
I got no time to lose, swear that nobody is safe now
I just wanted love, but it seems to be misplaced now
I just kept it real, that's the reason why they hate now

Keep on fuckin hatin on me
Pictures that y'all painted on me
Keep on spreadin lies about me
Y'all will never take this from me
Did this by myself, with everybody else debatin on me
Never had nobody in my corner, except my momma and the lord
I gotta know
If you was my bro
If you was my queen, why you actin like a hoe
Say that you gonna ride for you, turn into a foe
I got things you'll never know, I got things you'll never know

I ain't worried about today though (today though)
I'm worried bout us livin in this life that we've been given
I ain't worried bout the pain tho (pain tho)
Cuz we used to that where I'm from
I ain't worried what they say no (say no)
Everybody talkin but nobody wanna get it for you
Life was gettin painful (painful)
But we used to that where I'm from

Life was getting harder, but we had to find a way out
I swear to god nobody wanna be there for you until you find a way out
Life was getting harder, but we had to make a way out
So I just keep on grinding and I'm writing all these songs cuz I'm tryna find the way out



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Writer(s): Ahmet Varol
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