Anxiety

Walking through this maze again empty feeling dead
Recalling trauma's from events that never left my head
Suggested mechanisms only place me on decent
Sloping, hoping not to lose my good intent
Passion on the rise but this mask is pulling tight
Tapping on my thoughts enforcing me to fall
Tracking down this passage
Tryn'a understand what happened
Searching hidden messages but cannot read the caption
Anti-depressants only serve to make me worse
I see my reflection and I'm questioning my worth
I gave up everything I know to be a lie
Now I'm floating trying hard to get by
I let my
Nightmares creep and present fright
Drowning in my own thoughts but falling from a great height
About to hit the ground but my eyes wide
Body hot, cold sweat, tight chest feeling I'm about to die

This grip's so tight on my chest
I might just
Keel over in the height of
Anxiety
Sweating and confused
What the fuck can I do
Pop another pill, it will pass soon
Feel like I will vomit but I'm far from the bathroom
Stuck in A rut unable to escape this
Anxiety
Will I ever break this
I don't know how much longer I can maintain this

I don't regret taking steps to a life that I crave
Many thought it was stupid
Others thought it was brave
But none who believe and that's what really get's to me
I truly try to be a better me
But will I ever be?
I never meant to become my enemy
When self love is in jeopardy
Bad memories revoke a reality
Draining energy in need of amphetamine
Now I'm mad at me, for feeling so low
Finding it hard to breathe
With demons digging deeper inside of me
Drowning in darkness I'm in need of a lighter breeze
Feeling like I'm on repeat like the prescriptions the doctor keeps prescribing me
But sugar coats don't last in the storm
Disappearing like daddies when the bastard's are born
I got the kind of emotions I never let show
Repressing depression I guess I will never know
The root cause of the feelings I struggle to let go

This grip's so tight on my chest
I might just
Keel over in the height of
Anxiety
Sweating and confused
What the fuck can I do
Pop another pill, it will pass soon
Feel like I will vomit but I'm far from the bathroom
Stuck in a rut unable to escape this
Anxiety
Will I ever break this
I don't know how much longer I can maintain this



Credits
Writer(s): Jamie Tranter
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