War

Its a fuckin war out there
Fuck its a war in here too
Every day
Keep fighting

Im at war with myself
Fighting with these demons turn my back on em
Then they start creeping
Im at war with myself
Fighting with these demons turn my back on em
Then they start creeping
This a war
And I cant win, i just cant win
Be damned if Ima give in
War
And I cant win, i just cant win
Be damned if Ima give in

Its so hard
My brain and my heart they on two different wavelengths
And both of em racing
Its driving me crazy
My head behind the steering wheel
My heart on the gas pedal now how am i suppose to feel
Whoa
Stop one second Im hot
Next minute Im ice road trucking never stopping
Giving it all that i got
Im on the road of desperation
Followed my demons cohesion is my destination
They ain't stopping me no controlling me
Ima be what I'm suppose to be
No more hopefully's
No more broken peace
People out there in the same boat as me
Fuck that don't let the devil in
As long as u don't quit he gon never win
No settling. Gotta realize disguises and real lies
At first u might feel fine then it creeps in
Now you weakened its eat or be eaten
And I'm feasting on the faces of my demons
This absurd this real life or just a bad dream
Cant be cured, there ain't no magic pill or no vaccine just war

Im at war with myself
Fighting with these demons turn my back on em
Then they start creeping
Im at war with myself
Fighting with these demons turn my back on em
Then they start creeping
This a war
And I cant win, i just cant win
Be damned if Ima give in
War
And I cant win, i just cant win
Be damned if Ima give in

Strip the things that i want
Just leave the ones that i need
These voices, that talk to me always seem to disagree
Is it the DNA in me? or
Observing what i see or
Simply delusion, concussion and bruising
I am only human sometimes do things stupid
Not clueless, so tuned in, seek balance like a broom stick
If i don't get it Im doomed quick
No parody i need clarity and a higher power to take care of me
A please don't be scared of me
Its a process so difficult
I just threw the hook out like a fishing pole
Then i reeled in these lyrics that detail my feelings
Appealing? Not likely
But i did choose my words wisely
And Im fighting this war nightly
No maybes no might be's
Only bullet points and check marks
Without those i wont get far
Humility accountability will lead to stability
Is u feeling me? Im. goin. on. A multi demon killing spree
The strength that i get from him is like military artillery

Im at war with myself
Fighting with these demons turn my back on em
Then they start creeping
Im at war with myself
Fighting with these demons turn my back on em
Then they start creeping
This a war
And I cant win, i just cant win
Be damned if Ima give in
War
And I cant win, i just cant win
Be damned if Ima give in

These battles that I face
Aren't in front of my face
So far behind my back
Somehow its space that i lack
Fuck being scared Im prepared
All the moments that we shared
I couldn't go the other way now the distance disappeared
A war that i cant win, just gotta manage
Expressions so candid this life we were handed
Fits like a glove, and love is the bandage
Get strength from above and it never will vanish
A canvas created with memories from places
Smiles on the faces, created an oasis
We in here, we made it
My style is so flagrant
These enemies ain't got shit on me
They vacant so ancient
I emptied out the emotions and filled up with hope
Use a weakness to my advantage the only way i cope
This the realest shit i wrote, this war ain't over
But i ain't goin nowhere, i ain't going no where



Credits
Writer(s): Griff Courtney
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