Fuck That Purple Dress

Darkness creeping in was calling my name
Can't understand the notions of fame
I need to be here with my soul
Don't ever wanna let me go
Darkness creeping in was calling my name
Can't understand the notions of fame
I need to be here with my soul
Don't ever wanna let me go

Fuck that purple dress and the contract
Back a year ago when I had that
All the time spent as I'm looking at it
All the models sucking up to their sugar daddy's
Beauty pageants
6 inch heels
4 inch dick no sex appeal
Bitch call me hypocritical what about it
Don't know who I am
Or really how I had it
As I'm walking to the edge
To the front
Feeling dead
Feeling dreaded
Feeling judged
Feeling used
Feeling like I'm only here to be abused
Met his sister
Met his brother
Met their children
Yeah my father
Had to take it
Just to make it
But I don't think I could fake it nah

I said no but he said "yes"
And I said why said "get undressed"
I said no but he said "go"
I said why

Darkness creeping in was calling my name
Can't understand the notions of fame
I need to be here with my soul
Don't ever wanna let me go

Here's to the fans who were there from the start
Know what I did
Where I put my heart
But what you didn't know
Was behind the scenes
Who controlled me yeah for the life of me
I was a project
From age 4
Like a prodigy
For a failed source
Living his life when he couldn't
What he had
Using me then as opportunity for cash
16 but 21
Racing
Life's just begun
Everybody's closer to the finish line
Haven't got a real job
No not the real life
Real time
Can't fake that
Real lies
Can't shake that
Then I realise
I can't erase that
But fuck him ill still make it

Posted covers on the web — like Youtube
Gotta a little bit viral from the trend — mmm
Posted pictures on the gram — deleted them
Made some music for my man — just a few of them

Darkness creeping in was calling my name
Can't understand the notions of fame
I need to be here with my soul
Don't ever wanna let me go
Darkness creeping in was calling my name
Can't understand the notions of fame
I need to be here with my soul
Don't ever wanna let me go



Credits
Writer(s): Isabella Gonzalez, Isabella Gonzalewz
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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