Too Attached

I put my heart out on this one ngl
I wrote this song for someone special
I mean, used to be special
And at the end of the day, you'll never find someone who loves you like me
So you're the one who lost me

Here we go

Lately you've been acting different
You told me that you loved me but you never really showed it
I'm getting too attached maybe that's the part of growing
So many emotions that I've put into this
I know that's a risk

You hurt me deep inside
And I'm not feeling alright
I need you by my side
You touched to my heart
Left me permanently scared
And I know that you been cheating
O girl you so deceiving
You thought I was believing
The fact you weren't leaving
I fell in love many times no it doesn't last
You getting too attached
But then they leaving fast
The fact that we apart
It touched to my heart
I wish we could restart
To where it all began
For when I was your man but you were just a fan
And I had bigger plans
Maybe fly you to Sudan
So you see the motherland
And you read the Quran
Now with another man

You were down for slide
But you ain't down ride
Bitch, you got a lot of pride
Need to put that shit aside
Look me straight in my eyes
Tell me how you feel inside
Wore my heart on my sleeve
Bitch you got me to believe
Thought weren't ganna leave
Now I'm feeling incomplete
With your perfume on my sheet
And our song on repeat
All the pictures I delete
Remember the first time we meet
Told you hop in my back seat
Don't take a taxi
Your ride is all on me
Now I finna pay the fee
After you got me so deceived
Hitting parties with another nigga
If I see y'all together I might pull the trigger
If you happy without me why you sippin' on the liquor?

I aint even ganna argue about it
I'm homebody
Remember days at the gym shawty
I was lifting getting bigger and you getting little thicker
Now you sipping on the liquor
Post-workout with some dope
Chillin' on your trailblazer
I could know it by the laser
Looking up at the moon
While we listen to the tune
Didn't think it's ending soon
Came back to my crib
Cuddling in my bed
Hella shit was in your head
Should have seen what's going on

lemme get it off my chest
Thought you different than the rest
I'm the one who caused that mess
By the feeling I expressed
Should've taken it slow
When u in love with a hoe
Never let your feeling show
Mistakes that I made
Now the time is kinda late
And I'm not the one to blame
We are both just same
You are the one who feels ashamed
From the thought in your brain
Can't even explain
How you feel about a man
You'd always just complain
And I'm tired of this game
It's been getting lame
Look how far we came
If love was the aim then It ain't been same
I gotta change your name and My lock screen frame
It's time to make a change my life been mess now gotta rearrange
Gatta know my worth
If I fall I fall in love again gotta put my self first so don't feel that pain

Find my self another shawty and she better be a baddie
Take your ass away to Saudi
I can make you sing like Roddy
Slowly show u how to ride it
Buy you a newer maserati
While I'm feelin on your body
We can can go to hella parties
Driving midnight through the city
And we getting kinda litty
Baby bouncing all that titty
Bet she knows that she is pretty
I'm just tranna get the roley
Put my momma on a forty
She is the only one that know me
Helped me down when I was falling
Like a book I'm never folding
Like I'm kobe always balling
All that money always calling
You can see it in my walk
And the way that I'm talk
Since a kid I was a boss
Many times I took a loss
Couldn't get my point across
Pray to allah in the mosque
Cause I know that I'm sinning
From the end to the begging so I hope that he forgives me
And that fact that I am admitting
Y'all just don't know the meaning
Of just being in your feelings
At the time that you're healing