Life Story

Life story twisted backwards you tryna learn
Killing with them guns ain't really my lil concern
But how you fix your mouth to steady claim what you earn
When you never lived that life now you claiming it's reversed
But yo head fucked up family ain't right
Cousins in and outta jail just tryna provide life
You just want to make a move you just want to break the cycle
But the way the world looking you'll never want to recycle
These hoes playing mind games they thinking that shit sweet
When a female roll on you you better be bringing heat
It's crazy when a bitch think she know you
But since you claiming bitch now I'm being vocal
Imitated? by who
Bitch played? by you
What the fuck you thought this was my people ready to shoot
Playing with the wrong bitch it will be the death of you
Yeah I'm tryna say I did but best believe that I DO
Tell me where you from tell me what you see
Tell me if you grew up with the finer things
Tell me if ya saw ya daddy get pop popped
Or if ya mothafuckin momma was just strung out

Y'all not understanding this shit.
It took me almost 5 years, and I been planning this shit
I studied for this test, I'm out here cramming and shit
You never know how much it hurts until the damages win
Just when you feeling confident it'll strip you
Try to keep moving forward but the obstacles'll trip you
Shit mmm really been doing a number on my mental
These memories hurt, I wish I could be more forgetful
Twenty-two years of life, they weren't very eventful
I've been needing reassurance not talking some health or some dental
When you remove their access they just start to resent you
You don't have a clue of all the shit that I done been through
Lemme tell you: I been left out in the rain until it stopped
Niggas wanna see me dead, left my body out to rot
They did me dirty, never gave me a second thought
But it's hard to forgive some shit you already forgot
So you hide the pain underneath ya heart
Saying "imma do me" focus til I hit the charts
Repressing all them feelings isn't very smart
Why make them find the key when you plan to hide the lock
Swear they gon look back and wish that they still had you
Saying bye is part of love, make sure you never have to
But don't just sit there and let them demons attack you
Gotta do the inner work. ask yourself "would you bag you"
Uh yeah said would you bag you
This shit get under ya skin just like some tattoos
I been learning the game, I know how cash moves
Be present in ya life don't let that shit go past you
If I just drowned in my problems I would be mad too
Ain't no use of running away, that shit gon catch you
Leave you empty handed, nothing left to latch to
Why are you giving advice if I ain't ask you
Huh
I ain't ask you
Nahhh
I ain't ask you
Yuh