R (Nimbus)

It always happens on a cold winter night
Reminiscing 'bout the fights
I was wrong You was right
The kids would sit and watch like it's
Like it's P.P.V
Always told you we'd be great T.V

Unconsciously I thought you always wait for me
When I get out you'd be waiting by the gate for me
The kids would hop out car and race to me
I took my time it never was a race to me

It's funny how life works
Cause I would bark but you would bite first
Whatever that's worth

You can judge a man by his friends and fam
Fell in love with out the light forget the glist and glam

So with sweat pants and t-shirt on
And you already know how I feel bout thongs
So I'm cool if it's bikini, cheeky, boy shorts
Secure ya insecurities that's what I'm for

Stretch marks kiss 'em
Naysayer diss 'em
Turn to Dexter now they family members miss 'em

But I'm cool calm collected until they start disrespecting
Or my baby feel like second
Or just simply mishandled or neglected
I know things could get hectic

I mean do you know how much you mean to me
You're a reality this started as a dream to me
Nimbus clouds would blocked the sunrise
But I'm 'ight if you 'ight I just want this one time

Every moment treated like our last
I dropped the ball in the past swore if I make it pass I'd make sure to catch every pass do my part
Making this relationship our last

I don't know if you caught all that

So for me and u it's back to the basic
Turn our backs to backs cause we didn't wanna face this
But it's over not like abundance but done finito
Or overused lines it's foul like a free throw

I'm sorry you're sorry we're sorry just stop this
A paradigm shift with the same paradoxes
Like Craig went to work and still got fired over boxes and Floyd isn't a fighter but commentated in boxing

Get it like
like we would just
shit would still be the same

So we would always be here
Life don't play fair
So please don't compare
It's different situations you that
Like they don't got what we got
They don't shit where we shat
They don't eat what we eat
They don't sleep where we at
They not living this misery memories self penitentiary
Cells and jails and at the end I hope our brains don't fail
But if does oh well

And I love you to life
My own I'd sacrifice
Left hand skating on ice
Would never tell you no lies
Time flies but seconds would never tick on our corpse so they could ride
Or eat our eyes
Or nose and shit

But just know I notice it
And my fault for acting cold and shit
But you know how I was raised I know how you was raised
this just ain't a phase this type of shit come with age

Just saying
It's hard to let you go but this I gotta though
You know I'm on the road and this house is not a home
What other choice but roam
Tryna control my tone cause if I don't you'll gone
So imma leave this rose hit you right after the show
I gotta go
Like I gotta I gotta go