Nothing Left

I fear what's in the dark,
Who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when I'm all alone
Girl pick up the phone
Show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

It's so hard to be alive
It's so hard to fucking try
Sometimes I jus wanna die
You cannot see it through my eye

I'll be laughing on the day I'm in a coffin
Find me smiling when I'm fallin into nothing

All I can do now is hope that it don't come back
I am fadin around, and I hope she knows that
But I saved a picture of her on my kodak
Had a key to happiness, but let her hold that

Yeah

I cannot lie, nothin left inside
Whys it always gotta be the one I love that makes me cry

You can decide, if we survive
But I just cannot stick around and listen to you tonight

These thoughts will be the death of me
Sometimes I feel it's destiny
Never meant me, no left of me
Riding to my death, Kennedy

You change my mind
Only happy when I'm high
Feel less dark beside my side
But you break me baby why

I fear what's in the dark,
Who I am at heart
Light it up, I spark
But theres no point to start

An when I'm all alone
Girl pick up the phone
Show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

I burn money like it's nothing
Smoke it for the mind but lately i feel like I lost it
Feel like I should stop it
But something made me roll another one so now I'm off it
Off the dope like I always been
I feel happy for a while but then my head spin
I'd do everything for anything
So if I want it you can bet I'm going all in
That's why my friends call me no chill
Cause I can try but I can never fucking sit still
Unless I'm off that Mary j
But I gotta stop if I want my girl to stay

Cause I can't deal witch emotions
Need to regulate my smoking
Feel too good when I'm toking
See me laugh when I'm choking

Smoke a 50 bag a day
& tbh I'm okay
I just need a little break
So I'll get higher when I blaze