Left Alone (Acoustic)

I feel your hands latched on my throat
Why do I keep you close to me?
And how many times do you think I swear
That I'll keep coming back
Even though you won't care?

Until I'm gone
I watch you wish upon a million stars
And none of them will fall
Across the sky to give you everything
You fucking want it all
Is this the part where you come begging me to just accept your flaws?

And when I hide behind a closed door
I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more
Don't tell me you think I could fucking show more
I'm anxious and I'm so sure
That I'm better when I'm left alone

I said I'm better when I'm left alone

I know I'm better when I'm left alone

I do better when I can forget about you
That's the deepest cut I won't cover
No need for love, I won't suffer
I don't bleed the same as no others
So what the fuck you want from me?
You want some company
But I don't smile when you sit in front of me
Expecting love right after what you've done to me
The day you die, it ain't the one you seek

Is it love or
Blurring up the same lines?
Can't read it with the paint dries
But we believing all the same lies
So that shit don't matter now does it?
Remember how I try to save us, now fuck it
I can keep on and on about nothing
'Cause whenever you were trying to change me I wasn't

Gonna leave me to grace you
We need to face truth
Breathe deep, escape you
Knees weak, I may lose
Am I fucking fit to break through?

But I'm
Never gonna make it through the night, eh
I don't give a fuck about a fight
I've been putting up with one my whole life

And when I hide behind a closed door
I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more
Don't tell me you think I could fucking show more
I'm anxious and I'm so sure
That I'm better when I'm left alone

I said I'm better when I'm left alone

I know I'm better when I'm left alone

I feel your hands latched on my throat
Why do I keep you close to me?