Stigma

I hate the way it hides among the shadows
Waiting for the slightest bit of storm
It was not my choice to be this hollow
Or to be so numb with sorrow
As I fall into the sinkhole
I pretend I'm strong when it's...
All going wrong

Hate the way they carry on the stigma
Even when they say we should unite
It's times like this I learn who's got my back
Cause they don't practice what they preach
As I fall into the sinkhole
Will anybody even reach?

You know how long it takes
To see if I'm okay
There are no excuses
I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it

I'm silently yelling cause no one seems to listen
You're so oblivious, incoherent and inconsistent
We need to talk about it more
But you lot need some wisdom
Smiling's getting tiring under this condition
Cerebral cataclysm
There are people I put on a pedestal, terrible
Cause there isn't a reason to when they don't have a clue
What I'm feelin' I'm sick of repeating myself
Mum isn't well, going through hell
All it takes is a message
And a message only takes seconds

You know how long it takes
To see if I'm okay
There are no excuses
I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it
Whenever I explain
It never seems to change
So I just back away
I'm fed up, I'm done, I'm tired of feeling alone

Slowly, I've become so disconnected
My eyes are red, can't handle it
Black like liquorice
Pain discomforting
My minds abyss
My life's in bits

You know how long it takes
To see if I'm okay
There are no excuses
I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it
I explain, but nothing seems to change
So I just back away
I'm fed up, I'm done, I'm tired of feeling alone
I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it