When I'm Fine (Cred. Taurs)

I can't write when i'm fine
Gotta wait till the night
3AM find the light and it might
Let the pen ignite

3rd time that's the charm going for the chorus
Tryna bleed through my pen and it turn to a corpse
I'm trying to speak through my head but I can't find the words
I'm tryna speak where I been but I found that it hurts
Tryna find the beauty in the world
Only found gray guess I get what I deserve
I found my old self the loving me try to preserve
But I can't so I let it rot give back to the earth
Decomposition tryna find what I been missing
Speaking love is speaking fiction
If you can't have the definition then it's really an addiction
To another person's soul travel through the human condition
There's a whole universe but i'm stuck in a hearse
Dead and watching it pass by counting the hours
Tryna find more friends that aren't just downers
I'm tryna get it through my head that it can't go downwards
From where I am my influence only go outwards
From where I am i'm gonna counter the doubters
I have a tendency to kinda shower the negative
I wish that all my life I didn't see so relative
To other people recently I been sensitive
To shy away from positive attention i'm a sedative
I wish I only had my betterment
Over the old me but for now i'm just a shell of it



Credits
Writer(s): Lucas Parks
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