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I don't wanna live
I dont wanna die
Why would i lie
Im depressive
Categorized
Hospitalized
Wanna feel alive
Wanna be alright

I dont fucking want to feel sleepy
I wanna hang out and feel happy
But im glued to my bed cuz im crazy
Plus i cant do anything im lazy
I stand up, my head is so heavy
Im falling again in this misery
My futur remains a mystery
Ill either be dead or surrounded by glory

Bitch i dont care about what you can say
I dont wanna live if my music can't pay
I don't wanna die every time i wake
I want happiness i wont ever fake

I wanna learn from every single mistake
All this bullshit man i got a headache
Eats me alive, i am a steak
From the inside, my belly ache

And i walk through days
I cant find my way
Emotions i slay
Bed of nails i lay

I dont wanna stay
In this bullshit need to get away
One bullet's gonna go through my head
Hope ima relax when ima be dead hey

Right when im about to go
In my head overflows
Some pictures from people i know

Then my head gets filled with snow
I know nothing anymore
With myself im in a war
Fall in tears drop on the floor

And when i talk nobody understand
I dont wanna shout i dont wanna stand
you wanna know just give me a pen
My words overflow when i move my hand

Im tired of thinking about suicide
But i cant erase it from my mind
What if i die man im so terrified
I give up but im crying inside

I don't wanna live
I dont wanna die
Why would i lie
Im depressive
Categorized
Hospitalized
Wanna feel alive
Wanna be alright



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Writer(s): Twenny H8
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