Kin to Me

Aye Maine I don't really trust people no more
People change
Turn they back on you
So I just stay to myself

Why they actin like they kin to me
Seen day 1's turn right into enemies
So I stay away from being friendly
Show love behind closed doors they envy
I swear they really envy
One day they gon feel me
Mind of a million this the real me
Grinding so hard hope it don't kill me
Gone be great so I let'em doubt it
Actions speak louder than words
Show'em that I'm bout it

Yeah it's really real
In that battlefield
I got some wounds from the past and I hope they heal
Come to me with they problems
But I am no doctor
Got no patients
Don't say when I'm hurtin'
Show no feelings
They think I'm faking
Cause they was laughing at me when I told them how I felt
Gave me motivation
Can't you see
I'm playing the hand that I was dealt
I know I'm up next
Imma keep stepping on they necks
Look'em in the eyes and tell'em to give me my respect
They ain't care about me
Keep my distance
Don't even come around
Thoughts controllin' my brain
If I had a gun I'd blow it out
I got on my knees and I prayed
Asked the lord to take this away this pain
Tired of these rainy days

Why they actin like they kin to me
Seen day 1's turn right into enemies
So I stay away from being friendly
Show love behind closed doors they envy
I swear they really envy
One day they gon feel me
Mind of a million this the real me
Grinding so hard hope it don't kill me
Gone be great so I let'em doubt it
Actions speak louder than words
Show'em that I'm bout it

Guess I had to change
I am not the same
Cope with the drugs help the anxiety and hide the pain
Turned off my humanity
Deep down it was a little remained
This life is not game
Won't let'em keep me tamed
You only get one shot
Got to make it to the top now
She only hit my phone cause she see that I'm hot now
Momma standing 9 to 5
Imma pay her back somehow
Ate cereal 3 times a day
I'm something like a cash cow
I been working since 13
Martin, I always had dream
When I call they let it ring
They don't know what loyalty mean
Kept the clip rollin' but I cut'em out this scene
One day they gon see me on that big screen

Why they actin like they kin to me
Seen day 1's turn right into enemies
So I stay away from being friendly
Show love behind closed doors they envy
I swear they really envy
One day they gon feel me
Mind of a million this the real me
Grinding so hard hope it don't kill me
Gone be great so I let'em doubt it
Actions speak louder than words
Show'em that I'm bout it



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Writer(s): James Ellis
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