Outcast

I don't wanna think of all the times you told me you would get it
And me end up being depressed every time you tell me you have to switch it
Anytime we do bad it's never for the better it's always apocalyptic
But see when you come up tuff straight from the dirt it's very pessimistic

All the times we said we wouldn't stop till we get it
Even if one of us had to go to the edge of the world just to see it
Starting from nothing and I stay slowly progressing just so we make it
I tried to explain but you don't know the pain so might as well forget it

First you count me I don't wanna see you
First you doubt me I don't wanna thank you
First you drown me I don't wanna meet you
First you crowned me I don't wanna sink

Standing far away and no I don't know what you want from me
Hit for heart you don't even know where I will be
It's crazy to think that we used to be as close as family
But then it hit and you don't even know what I'm trying to achieve

Who's was the first to be there when you was in need
Wen yo first offer is a life sentence ain't
No reason for a plea
My first lesson from dad was the only thing I'm able to keep
FIRST YOU DOUBT ME

No it's not hard Ik your doubt will never bring me down
Had a chance for true happiness so more reason to frown
It seems their sadness and sorrow really caused them to drown
On the way to the top on both sides so please pass me the crown

Trust and believe they will ask when you no longer around
When your the strongest cause of your past and the world weighs a mil pounds
I've always been here and still pushing headed straight for the mound
I had to give this one to the darkness yea you got this round

First you count me I don't wanna see you
First you doubt me I don't wanna thank you
First you drown me I don't wanna meet you
First you crowned me I don't wanna sink