I Like Trains

I like trains
And sometimes that's the only think I like about myself
I like my guitar
Sometimes I think it hurts more than it helps
And I like my job
Only about one day in every five
And I like to sleep
But lately it gets harder every night
So I like to drink
A little store-brand NyQuil in my gin
And I like to feel
Like I'm getting away with something
I like to feel

And the geometry of dopamine
Can sometimes get the best of me
There are shapes in my head that don't add up
Triangles with two right angles
Circles that don't touch
Turn into spirals, I get stuck

I like trains
And sometimes that's the only thing I like about myself
And my guitar
It tends to make me manic about as often as it helps
And the highs drive me crazy
As much as the lows
And the good times keep me
From taking care of those
Problems that I know still exist
That only come out when I feel like shit
When I feel

And the subtleties of maladies
Can get lost so easily
You say there's a name for kids like me
And just cause I was unaware
Well that doesn't mean that I don't care
Just blame it on my ADHD

I like trains