Dear God

Dear god I used to throw down every fuckin weekend
House full of people I invited hundred people
I'm at pochas every week and I'm clubbing twice a week
Yet I want some more
I don't pray anymore
I go to church maybe once a month
God it's funny cus I used to be a praise band leader
At times I'm honestly really ain't about you
I even got a tattoo
Sometimes I doubt you

God my almighty God
I think you're cruel
You love us too
But you made hell
So that some of us could suffer
You created sin so that it could tempt us
난 모르겠어
I asked my pastors
우린 하나님을 이해할수없지
They told me it's good that I'm struggling
But I'm struggling too often
죽을때까지 이럴듯 암튼

My mama go to 새벽기도
She always praying I know she praying for me 오늘도
That might be my only reason talking to you right now
'Cause my mama would be nothing with me without you
지금 내 말이 당신에게 닿고 있나요?
혹기 지금 내 이 마음마저 읽고 있나요
I know you know this there are children starving
Puppies at the shelter and I know you got the power
To save them 솔직히 I'm afraid
당신이 무서워요 you took my friend
Dear father God
You're a forgiving God. plenty of times showing mercy
Especially when peter denied you
You gave him a second chance
When Jonah opposed you
You led him to the right way
But I ain't forgetting that he was eaten by the whale
And apostle peter dying on the cross fucking upside down
To me that's so insane. those people singing hosanna
They all ready, too? 어디 두고볼까나
We'll see

And I fear you, but I can't even feel you
Please God show me sometimes
Like when you did with Jacob
I'm so prideful and I ain't like the others
I rather not pray than to try sound like I'm holy
I'm trying to be real with you god
Let me just chill with you
Let me get a drink with you god
Let me make a deal with you god
Please just show me one more time
Let me feel your presence one more time
그럼 다시 기도할게요
다시 qt 할게요
다신 주님 의심 안할게요
지금 내 말이 당신에게 닿고 있나요?
혹기 지금 내 이 마음마저 읽고 있나요
I can't understand your love
I can't understand your love