Lowlife

"Deadbeat,
None of this was real"
That's what she told me then spat in my eyes
"You look disgusting,
Take care of yourself"
How could I let this happen?
Take everyone away,
And everything I have just burn it,
It's worthless now
I want you out of my head,
I cant do this anymore
I've waited forever and wound up with nothing
But open wounds and empty hands
My world collapsed in on itself,
It's my fucking fault
Fucking christ, I hate myself

It feels like I'm alone yet cornered in a dark room

Fuck this

I think I'm going to be sick
I need a way out of this
My mind is my worst enemy
And I think it's turning against me
The joke has always been on me
I'm so fucking tired of everyone's face
So why bother waking up?
The voice in the back of my head
Keeps telling me to push forward (Just give up)
I tried so many times to escape these nightmares
But nothing changes
Over and over this plays through my head
I cant do this but I cant leave it alone

I'll only be remembered for the things I've done wrong
A living legacy of shit
I cant wash away this guilt
I cant wash away regret

But for once in my life,
I'm right where I fucking belong
Right at the bottom
And for once in my life,
I'm right where I belong
I've hit the bottom of it all

I need isolation and an open road
I need to disappear and die alone
I've nothing left to give to anyone
I've nothing left, I've nothing left
All these sleepless nights
Will mean something some day
All these sleepless nights
I've nothing left, I've nothing left



Credits
Writer(s): Darren Brown, James Perrott, Matt Campbell, Mike Parsram, Trevor Morey
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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