The Thanks I Get

(Ay, they might think C4
From the home of the Braves)
(Skrrt)
(Mash Billi, want no milli)
They might think C4 from da home of the Braves
They might think C4 from da Raq with a K
They might think C4 from da Ham
Seen C4 on da gram
Chop a brick, my bare hands
I can't switch, on my man's
I can't snitch, that's on naan
Ay fuck 12 get ya blammed
How da fuck, can you tell
We seen you in that room on cam
PTSD from these shootouts
Get a glock kus these don't jam
When I found out I lost Rexkless
I was like damn (FUCK)
Bitch I got a real dream ion wanna trap or scam
Man these niggas do not know me
Ion wanna dap his hands
Man these niggas ain't wanna help me
Won't ask for help again
And that's on my folks
I just be going ghost until I'm straight
I be round these niggas
But I still should smoke this to the face
I never downed these niggas
It's a marathon it ain't a race
If I can do it, you can do it
That's what I tell these niggas but they so funny
They ready to cross me out
Or get up under me kus I spend money
That shit ain't genuine
They envying that fake love I don't want it
I bet you thought I'd cross you won't it
You my dog not my opponent
I don't tax my niggas for nothing
I don't ask my niggas for shit
Everything I do be from the heart
But this the thanks I get
Sometimes I just can't believe
I get fried off da weed
Might sound crazy but it's real
It's just love that I need
I was up taking care of my blood
I was down I watched you leave
Now I just substitute these feelings
With these 30s & OPs
I just substitute my tears
With my voice hear me bleed
I just substitute my fears with my lil boy
My light green
Red and purple we don't like green
Real deal hurt you for my team
If you green then you green
I won't bully won't be mean
Ay I swear this shit be hurting me to my soul
Since them 7 shots now
I can't leave without my pole
Ay nobody ask me what C4 go thru
Nobody knows
Pop a perc and doze, get lost in my songs
Let me get back in my zone
I appreciate the niggas that be there for me
I appreciate the bitches that all care for me
2020 I gotta do this shit for C4 selfishly
Kus I done gave so much
Ain't got shit back like they don't care for me
Roll this smoke up baby put that in the air for me
Might be local but I'm global
Got the world to see
Staring in da mirror at myself
Ion know what I see
It be some long nights and early mornings
I won't go to sleep
You can call me Backdoor
My feelings always wrapped up
My dogs in heaven
But when I'm innat Demon 12 can't catch up
Da strongest nigga I know
Play with C4 gone get ya wrapped up
These niggas ain't playing fair
So we want smoke and we can't match up