Took Your Chance

Contemplating what is left for me to deal with
Slowly pacing through the boredom that comes with it
Cause I, never really wanted to be
A chess piece in your mind game
But when it catches up to me
I get bruised by hearing your name

I can't recall the time we last spoke
But when you see me, do I still feel like a bad joke?

I'll be wasting all my time on
What was yours and what is mine
And I like to call it like I see it
(You took your chance to leave it)
And all the things you never said
Are resting underneath my bed
To grab hold of me at night
And God, I hope you're right

These tragic stories,
They tend to bore me unless we're talking about us
I'm narcissistic, self deprecating
Do I still fill you with disgust?
And every day I see the fake smiles that you choose to hide behind
But I'll keep pretending like it's nothing and that we're both fine

I'll be wasting all my time on what was yours and what is mine
And I like to call it like I see it
(You took your chance to leave it)
And all the things you never said
Are resting underneath my bed
To grab hold of me at night
And God, I hope you're right

Tell me whether I should stay
I got lost along the way
And I know that you're aware
You're the one who left me there
You colored me in shades of blue
I saw the darker sides of you
(You're the one who left me there)
What was lost was clear as day
Because it circled back to me
You're the one who
You're the one who

I'll be wasting all my time on what was yours and what is mine
And I like to call it like I see it

I'll be wasting all my time on what was yours and what is mine
And I like to call it like I see it
(You took your chance to leave it)
And all the things you never said
Are resting underneath my bed
To grab hold of me at night
And God, I hope you're right