P-Seuss and the Golden Noose

P-Seuss was a happy kid with boundless energy
He liked making people laugh some say until they peed
He was always high on life an optimist indeed
Until darkness fell upon him and he was no longer free

P-Seuss was a happy kid with boundless energy
He liked making people laugh some say until they peed
He was always high on life an optimist indeed
Until darkness fell upon him and he was no longer free

I could do it with these pills I could do it with this knife
Trapped beneath the darkest pits how can I end my life
I could drown in this tub I could run a red light
I could go a few weeks without taking a bite
I could go on a hike and jump off the top
I could lay down on these tracks the trains not gonna stop
These are the thoughts that plagued me every single night
And everyday starting in 10th grade I paid the price
For months at a time there was no light that shined
I knew I had to stay alive so I followed the signs
I started writing again and remembered PSeuss could rhyme
With every single line I felt a jolt up in my spine
I wasn't fine but I had to occupy my mind
I kept writing I kept breathing I'm not fucking leaving
So here have a slice of my bipolar depression
I'll go more in depth than a therapy session

P-Seuss was a happy kid with boundless energy
He liked making people laugh some say until they peed
He was always high on life an optimist indeed
Until darkness fell upon him and he was no longer free

P-Seuss was a happy kid with boundless energy
He liked making people laugh some say until they peed
He was always high on life an optimist indeed
Until darkness fell upon him and he was no longer free

Another night with no sleep my body was failing
Still had to go to school and face the music
At lax practice everyday I heard the sirens wailing
Still had to play the game but I was filled with confusion
Death was always on my mind experiencing delusions
Insomnia was a living hell my mind was a hallow shell
The ship was never sailing the torture was intrusive
So I took stimulants and downed depressants
It only made things worse I was trapped
I was cursed what could possibly reverse this
I cried when I kissed my girlfriend on the lips
And knew it was over
No more room for optimism no more four leaf clovers
But as the tears leaked out I finally felt emotion
I swam back to shore I'm not drowning in the ocean
I crawled my out I found the light back to being high on life

PSeuss was a happy kid with boundless energy
He liked making people laugh some say until they peed
He was always high on life an optimist indeed
He broke free from the darkness and his goals he did achieve

PSeuss was a happy kid with boundless energy
He liked making people laugh some say until they peed
He was always high on life an optimist indeed
He broke free from the darkness and his goals he did achieve

What are my goals you may inquire to ask
Spitting fire raps but I got other tricks in my nap sack
I wanna make films I wanna tell jokes on stage
I wanna inspire the masses with the words on my page
My goal is not to be rich and famous
I'd be happy with a living wage just doing what I love
Every single day til Im old and gray
But I honestly I don't wanna stay still
I wanna travel the world so I gotta make bills
Most of all I just wanna have fun
Make people smile make people laugh
I wanna spread love to the people in the back
Let em know they don't gotta wear a fucking mask
God made us beautiful make peace with your past
My goal is to live as happily as I can
Without letting this illness control these hands

P-Seuss is a happy man with moderate energy
Still likes making people laugh spewing things obscene
He's always high on life still an optimist indeed
He illuminated the darkness and now he just wants to breath

P-Seuss is a happy man with moderate energy
He likes making people laugh spewing things obscene
He's always high on life still an optimist indeed
He illuminated the darkness and now he just wants to breath