Better Times

Made too many mistakes
It's way too hard to intake
The stupid things I did
Too many feelings buried in
All the roads diverged
Like NF, I'm on the search
In the end it didn't work
Out like Cole, I was a jerk
Wish I could go back in time and undo all of my mistakes
Tired of broken hearts being the only thing that I intake
Can't be in a good state so I've just turned insane
Every good intention gets misplaced and I ask

Why oh why, must I be so damn
Blind, can we go back to
Better times, can we go back to
Better times
Why oh why, must I be so damn
Blind, can we go back to
Better times, can we go back to
Better times

Thought I had you for my life
Guess I didn't think it through
You were supposed to be my wife
Look at all we've been through
I was for real, you wasn't legit
My life just turned into a bottomless pit
I was living my life
You were playing a game
All those dates we went on goddamn it's a shame
I tried everything I could to erase the pain
You left in my heart, I'll never forget
Your love was a game, the most practical yet

Why oh why, must I be so damn
Blind, can we go back to
Better times, can we go back to
Better times
Why oh why, must I be so damn
Blind, can we go back to
Better times, can we go back to
Better times

Wish I could say sorry
Down and brown like Charlie
I don't skip a heartbeat
I'm the life of the party
Mess up everything I do and say
Haven't met you yet like Bublé
Wanna take my chance
With you but I would or may
Take you out on a date then mess up the whole entire scene
Shoot my shot and then get triggered that it wasn't very clean
Thoughts just dirtying my mind so much I can't really dream
So I've started thinking love isn't what it seems, but

Why oh why, must I be so damn
Blind, can we go back to
Better times, can we go back to
Better times
Why oh why, must I be so damn
Blind, can we go back to
Better times, can we go back to
Better times
Why oh why, must I be so damn
Blind, can we go back to
Better times, can we go back to
Better times