Indebted (feat. Elgreko)

Staring at the microwave I think my arms are getting longer
Drop a tab to have a type of day i know that ima conquer
Feel my cornea coronating itself
I think my palm having dysmorphia
The rest of me melts
Uh
This Shit is hotter than the magma in the streets
When Krakatoa exploded, now the trap bringing heat
Bunch of boa constrictors that'll nab at ya feet
Wrapping tighter around your britches, they need something to eat
But see
The hunger ain't a fuckin' miracle
They putting generations in a cell cause they can't sell to you
Now you feel compelled to do
The things they say that you could go to hell for
The bakers in a bind but shit you need a little bread for you
I'm sympathetic
Cause how the hell you stay in motion when you ain't kinetic
Ya very father lacked devotion so you stay phrenetic
Buss a jug until ya copacetic
But that ain't a coping mechanism when ya hope indebted

I been praying for a sign
Tell me, free my mind
Time to free your mind
I been praying to the high
Tell me it's alright, tell me it's alright
Tryna forget all that you said to me
I need to write an elegy for what I would pretend to be
Defending all my actions acting like I'm Dannell Ellerbe
I wanna ball to more of an extent, but a raven on my shoulder
Rapping on the door, he tellin' me
The lovin' there is nevermore
His syllables neglected me
I could be in Gilead, a testimony pressure me
Feel my soul defecting me
Feeling whole? I'll never be
Used to be a centerpiece
Now I want attention I could never want or never need
Look at my reflection when I'm goin' on a spending spree
Never want detection when I'm goin' with a friend to eat
But I want protection from the pressure of gettin' fetti
This shit is gettin' heavy
Taxes ain't getting levied
On bastards who got a jag and a stack they ain't wanna spend
I just need a percent
Give it to my people, so they can be independent
And so they hope won't be in debt