Truth Is
Keeping it real I'm fucked up
I'm just good at hiding my feelings
Occupying my brain with new things
To be honest I've been broken and I need somebody to fix me
My heart cold Ion think you can mend it
I wish I could fly away
Come again some other day
Wasn't meant for this generation
Not for this day and age
I wish I still a kid I wish things ain't never change
I could run the streets all day and still return home safe
Wish I could call on my mom want a bond with my dad
Them two relationships I want but I could never have
I ain't gone sit and cap been reminiscing about Lex
Because how could you believe that I would stab you in your back
You know if you needed it I'd a gave your ass my last
I gotta stop thinking about shit that happened in the past but
Bria she cheated it really broke my heart in half
So I had fun wit Nakyra I just look back on it and laugh
Now I'm with Liyah I pray that she my better half
I really don't need her but company is good to have
Need someone to talk to that ain't gone judge me about my past
I can look them in the eyes and they ain't gone look at me and laugh
To be honest I'm misguided reputation ain't never been good
But that don't mean that I wasn't good
Keeping it real I lack love but that's cause I don't know how that feel
Can someone please show me how love feels
I don't understand myself I don't expect for you to understand me
But I know I need help because I come from a damaged family
My mom drug addiction old but that shit still affects me
I want to kick it with my pop but he just won't accept me
I feel Hylyn is the greatest gift God ever sent me
I had to cry and take some L's so life could really hit me
I bumped my head a couple times cause I ain't want to listen
I disappeared a couple times they act like they ain't miss me
Today if I lay down and die would shit be any different
They tell me I act like my dad because I keep my distance
They tell me I act like my my mom because I'm always missing
They tell me I act like them both because I hate attention
I have no clue what it feels like to have a home
I been jumping house to house for I don't even know how long
Unlike you I can't depend on my daddy or my mom
Shit nobody for real who can Chaja call on
Keeping it real I'm fucked up
I'm just good at hiding my feelings
Occupying my brain with new things
To be being honest I've been broken and I need somebody to fix me
My heart cold I don't think you can mend it
To be honest I'm misguided reputation ain't never been good
But that don't mean that I wasn't good
Keeping it real I lack love but that's because I don't know how that feel
Can somebody show me how love feels
I'm just good at hiding my feelings
Occupying my brain with new things
To be honest I've been broken and I need somebody to fix me
My heart cold Ion think you can mend it
I wish I could fly away
Come again some other day
Wasn't meant for this generation
Not for this day and age
I wish I still a kid I wish things ain't never change
I could run the streets all day and still return home safe
Wish I could call on my mom want a bond with my dad
Them two relationships I want but I could never have
I ain't gone sit and cap been reminiscing about Lex
Because how could you believe that I would stab you in your back
You know if you needed it I'd a gave your ass my last
I gotta stop thinking about shit that happened in the past but
Bria she cheated it really broke my heart in half
So I had fun wit Nakyra I just look back on it and laugh
Now I'm with Liyah I pray that she my better half
I really don't need her but company is good to have
Need someone to talk to that ain't gone judge me about my past
I can look them in the eyes and they ain't gone look at me and laugh
To be honest I'm misguided reputation ain't never been good
But that don't mean that I wasn't good
Keeping it real I lack love but that's cause I don't know how that feel
Can someone please show me how love feels
I don't understand myself I don't expect for you to understand me
But I know I need help because I come from a damaged family
My mom drug addiction old but that shit still affects me
I want to kick it with my pop but he just won't accept me
I feel Hylyn is the greatest gift God ever sent me
I had to cry and take some L's so life could really hit me
I bumped my head a couple times cause I ain't want to listen
I disappeared a couple times they act like they ain't miss me
Today if I lay down and die would shit be any different
They tell me I act like my dad because I keep my distance
They tell me I act like my my mom because I'm always missing
They tell me I act like them both because I hate attention
I have no clue what it feels like to have a home
I been jumping house to house for I don't even know how long
Unlike you I can't depend on my daddy or my mom
Shit nobody for real who can Chaja call on
Keeping it real I'm fucked up
I'm just good at hiding my feelings
Occupying my brain with new things
To be being honest I've been broken and I need somebody to fix me
My heart cold I don't think you can mend it
To be honest I'm misguided reputation ain't never been good
But that don't mean that I wasn't good
Keeping it real I lack love but that's because I don't know how that feel
Can somebody show me how love feels
Credits
Writer(s): Aychaja Hamilton
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