Indecisve

I swear to God I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I swear to god I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I swear to God

You make me happy to be alive
I'm glad that you showed your face at a recent time
Our private space makes us universally realign
And knowing that you've always completed me is a decent sign
The search is over there's nothing else that I need to find
Your spirit not only feeds the soul but it feeds the mind
You got your boy to communicate cause I always just have these feelings I'd keep inside
I pushed a lot of things to the side for you, even pride
I gave you everything I had and was okay with that
But then you went and walked away with that
It was your fault and I still wanted to take you back
I was so blinded by the love I didn't even want to face the facts
And as a man I couldn't show that I'm depressed
So I'm acting like there's not a fucking boulder in my chest
I'm getting colder I confess
So when I get that rover Ima flex
Like bitch you see me moving over to the next
But I ain't happy bout the shit that you did to me are you kidding me
No one else on This planet could match our chemistry
Priorities, you were number one on the list for me
I hate the fact I don't even know if you're missing me
And now the cycle continues because the next girl I'm into
I'm probably gon do the same to her that you did to me
You and I were supposed to be making history
I guess this hate for you was meant to be

I swear to god I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I swear to god
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
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I swear to god I thought I found my soulmate
But shit you put me in a cold space
The thought of love just makes my soul ache
I ain't even feel comfortable in my own place
In the mirror not recognizing my own face
This shit has ate me alive
And it's gon take me some time
To realize your human and make mistakes
I put you on a pedestal higher than all the stakes
That was on the line and I felt like that gamble was a mistake
Still waiting for it to pay off
I just want the devil to finally take a day off
Cuz this shit is a tragedy
And to think of the times that you'd get mad at me
For having any doubts and not going about us casually
Regardless of the hurt that caused me
I want you to call me just to hear you talk I gotta confess
We're magnetic compatible so that bond will connect
I don't think I can move on to the next
I swear to God I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I swear to god I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
I love you