Something to Live For

I needed saving
One foot hovering over the ledge
Got this hole in my head
Makes me wish I was dead

All at the same time
There were hands reaching out
Yet there was no one at all
Inside my tempered walls

There's a lie I tell myself everyday
With hopes one day it will be true
Echoes in the chambers of my heart
Bounces around my vocal chords
And it goes a little something like this

I, I don't wanna die anymore
Cause I've finally found something to live for
And I'm not afraid to have hope anymore
Cause I've finally found something to live for

I've seen how this goes
With those that have come and gone before
They either live to see the light
Or they go down fighting

There's one thing I know
Things could be worse and god they have been
The buzz of hope is there
But at times it's hard to hear

I, I don't wanna die anymore
Cause I've finally found something to live for
And I'm not afraid to have hope anymore
Cause I've finally found something to live for

I take the gray days as the come
I crave the splash of yellow like midday sun
I'm still an array of color not yet washed out
All because of this mantra I can't live without

I, I don't wanna die anymore
Cause I've finally found something to live for
And I'm not afraid to have hope anymore
Cause I've finally found something to live for