Fire in the Dawn

It's hard keep it simple
When you're heart is in this shit
I've acted kind of fickle as I've climbed up out abyss
I admit I been kinda brutish
Like I can do this
But is it just a dream?
Broken drifting down the stream
Full of hopeless promises
Broken stoic disembodiment in denial and defiant
I riot in the silence
While a virus sweeps
Through these wires deep beneath the thickest skin
I figured I've been witnessing my own peril
Going mental
Feeling ferrel
I'm about to blow
I don't know, what I've been thinking
How'd I get so low?
Disconnected with fatigue
Tempted to give up and leave
Now I'm done dealing
This was never meant to be

I've been awake for days I can barely move
Locked in my mind with these demons inside
What would you do?
I've been fighting for so long!
Now I'm close to giving up
I thought I was mentally strong
Guess I was wrong
Sat feeling withdrawn
What the hell is going on
I feel the fire in the dawn

Everyday I face this passion fading like erasing
Creating plaintive pressure in sensitive places
Laying upon this bed of nails
Empaled to this jail
Feeling kinda sick
That I've been thinking this shit
I've been running circles
Out of breathe now I'm purple
Hoping for reversal
Manifest everything I worked for
I'll be back, that's a fact
Self-care's what I've lacked
I'm the wolf without a pack
Fractured but this is where I'm at
I'm the master of my craft
But still the student to the arts
Feeling everything but running out of masks
Let me take a second To
Disconnect my tensions
Reflect upon the lessons that taught me how to count my blessings

I've been awake for days I can barely move
Locked in my mind with these demons inside
What would you do?
I've been fighting for so long!
Now I'm close to giving up
I thought I was mentally strong
Guess I was wrong
Sat feeling withdrawn
What the hell is going on
I feel the fire in the dawn



Credits
Writer(s): Jamie Tranter
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