Pain

On god man we really made it through storms man
We made it through the fire
This pain shit different on this side man
I done been through so much
Everybody around me done been through so much
Yall motherfuckas would never understand this shit man
GTM for forever nigga, on god, lets get it

I found out how that pain feel
My uncle and cousin died back to back
My mind racing, I made me a lane when I got off track
My heart cold, I lied to myself just to the face facts
My phone off if I gotta make a move can't trace the jack
I be praying to god I make my momma proud so she can see
I was chasing A's to get a degree, she raising a G
Was feeling stuck when I ain't have it all
Pop through me a basketball
So focused niggas think I'm off Red Bull and some adderall
I need a mansion
Hellcat White a lil black it look like Marilyn Manson
Always look to god, I'll reach never reach out for the devil ransom
My ex said I got cuter, fuck her im forever handsome
Wave missed, forever stranded
Grandma called me, said she hope I stay focused while I'm in school
Grandma never gon find out bout the shit that I had to do
Almost left, my mind was lost, I wasn't focused had to choose
Found the music, saw new hunnits, strips was different got the blues
Steady chasing all wins, you get humbled you gotta lose
Never ever did I feel like I had me a point to prove
Problems came I had to face em
Sneaks dicked still had to lace em
Made a way, in art class niggas drawin, I'm steady tracing
Imma blast off, no discounts, I make a call, Niggas get halfed off
Old navy was gettin old, ain't know what saks cost
I was down and knew I was broke, stuck in the back dog
Was feeling trapped dog
Had to listen, cuzzo told me chase dollars no steady bitching
Jeez ain't play no baseball, feens need a hit he steady pitching
Liven life up to fullest, I know I'm solid, ain't trippin
Watch my back cuz I done really seen niggas leak out they biscuit
Hard times made me focus on life I saw in my dreams
Tryna bomb every shawty that ever looked down to me
Gotta climb, try to get to the top of the highest tree
For my mom, I'll bomb a whole city in first degree
Heart cold for the moment, I'm safer but feeling lonely
I'm built for the life I'm given, don't give a fuck if I'm bony
Was taking my pop the rest of the food, but we was still hungry
The pain ain't gon go away but the money gon help the hunger
The world ain't gon have my back
And some homies won't have it either
I know school some what a trap
That's why my pop my favorite teacher
Get the money, my whole family redoing Christmas and Easter
Mom cried when gave us what she had, I was speechless
Pain different in my veins, I feel it charged when I wake up
New day bring new pain, another scar off the wake up
Uncle ju and cousin boo really my angels wish they wake up
I lost Jay, lost cube, get rich or die and that shit straight up
I look in mirror image reflected I can't neglect it
Tryna have this shit on lock, just stackin shit its tetris
The trenches is reckless, gotta survive, gotta be free
I live by my code, take care of family, gotta be G