Make It Out

Here we go and now we feeling
Yeah Yo

I said my back against the wall
But I can see the sun
I thought that I would crawl now I feel like I can run
Cause I think that I'm a make it out
I said I think that I'm a make it out
Said I was on the ground
I thought that I was stuck
Yo it was looking down but now that it's looking up
Man I think that I'm make it out
I said I think that I'm a make it out
I feel alive baby

Aye I think today I may have found a way
To change the weather in my never ending cloudy day
I'm miles away from being perfect but I can see the surface
Away from all the demons and serpents
Look see my perspective has been different
I suffer from depression and I stretch It to the limit
See I don't see the blessings so I'm questioning what is it
Tryna learn the lessons by the minute It's crazy though
So many thoughts I would be ashamed to put in word
So many voices with other ones that I should have heard
I wasn't listening was occupied with being lost
All this pain I had to bear but didn't see across
A cross between who I am and what I was before
I'm thinking what to settle up I got a ton of scores
Remember as a kid man I envisioned something more
Now I'm about to do what I haven't done before
I'm crawling out of my self loathing and hate
I'm tired of letting go I'm a take hold of my fate
I'm sick of holding the weight been doing it for long enough
It took some time to figure out that I was strong enough
At least enough to keep it moving through this rough terrain
I had nothing didn't think that there was much to gain
It took a minute but then suddenly man something changed
Now I think I've had enough of rain cause

My back against the wall
But I can see the sun
I thought that I would crawl now I feel like I can run
Cause I think that I'm a make it out
I said I think that I'm a make it out
Said I was on the ground
I thought that I was stuck
Yo it was looking down but now that it's looking up
Man I think that I'm make it out
I said I think that I'm a make it out
I feel alive baby

It took the bottom just to figure out
That what you put into your life's what you getting out
I used to feel like I was cursed so I'm doubting that
But now I'm thinking that it's different so I'm shouting back
It took my whole entire life where I'd run to sin
To realize that true happiness it comes within
So all the times that it's tough to swim
Yo it ain't up to him do it for yourself you can just begin
So now I'm here just trying to stay afloat
They asking me I'm good and I'm tired of saying nope
I'm tired of saying hope is something I don't have inside
It took a while for me just to put the past a side
But that's the way to keep it moving through the rough terrain
I had nothing didn't think that there was much to gain
It took a minute but then suddenly man something changed
Now I think I've had enough of rain cause

My back against the wall
But I can see the sun
I thought that I would crawl now I feel like I can run
Cause I think that I'm a make it out
I said I think that I'm a make it out
Said I was on the ground
I thought that I was stuck
Yo it was looking down but now that it's looking up
Man I think that I'm make it out
I said I think that I'm a make it out
I feel alive baby

Mhm Not Really