Mystery Solved

I picked back up at the point
Where I left off
Still can't rid myself of these woes
And unwanted thoughts
So I'm living with them
The mistakes that come with scars
What a shame things didn't end up
The way that I want

Now history's shown
I did not learn anything at all

Banking on what I knew
Or so I thought
I was once so full of that hope
That they'd been speaking of
So keep in touch when I'm gone
That's easier to be said than done
What a shame things didn't pan out
The way I thought that they would

So I finally got involved
Ends up, I didn't really want the job
Looks like that mystery's been solved
Turns out, it wasn't even one at all
At all

You don't mean that
Those are empty words
You didn't mean it
But it still hurt
So

So I picked back up at one of the points
Where I left off
Seeing a little bit more light
Amidst all the dark
But I comes back to attack
And I still try to fight it off
What a shame life didn't turn out
The way that I thought

So then I finally got involved
Ends up, I didn't really want that job
Looks like that mystery's been solved
Turns out, it wasn't even one at all
At all
At all