Bliss

Can't find what to say
Try to speak anyway
Words preserved in thought
Can't find what you sought

Well everybody thinks that you're insane
Because you really say some crazy things
Well just because you don't know what to say
Words in your mouth that were in the fray

Mouth dry and throat to match
Mind racing way too fast
Can't find the words to use
Nothing to say of use

Well everybody thinks that you're insane
Because you really say some crazy things
Well just because you don't know what to say
Words in your mouth that were in the fray

Is the time here for me
Oh why can't it leave me be
It's an endless journey
Asking to be free

Can you just feel the night
The only thing I feel is time
The moon and stars align
The only thing I feel is time

Doesn't seem to make sense
My perception's time bent
It just keeps on going
Will not stop flowing

Time is running slowly
Or is that relatively
Time will find it's own way
And it will catch me someday

Can I just see tonight
The only thing that's here is time
Darkness falls to the light
The only thing I feel is time

Hey now, it's a game
And I've tried to play it a thousand times
But I just keep on coming up dry so

Hey now, it's a game
And you know that I try to forget
But I just find myself in regret so

Most days I just try to get by
But I don't think I can deny
But when I think 'bout why
I don't know why I even try

Can't find myself in a way
All together, day by day
But I push on the same
Love and hate, it's all a game, yeah

Hey now, it's a game
And I've tried to play it a thousand times
But I just keep on coming up dry so

Hey now, it's a game
And you know that I try to forget
But I find myself in deep regret so

And when you walk
Just keep your feelings to yourself
And when you scoff
Don't hurt your neck to overwhelm

So if you don't know how to feel
You don't know how to act
You don't know when to sleep
Or when to feel attacked

You don't know how to be
Or how to hear or see
Just look inside yourself
And you will see me, yeah

Feelings, they just come and go
I know you probably knew that though
I'm kinda on the fence
Emotions, they just make me tense

But I try to think it through
It's true, I don't know what to do
But I push on the same
Pain and joy, it's all a game, yeah

Hey now, it's a game
And I've tried to play it a thousand times
But I just keep on coming up dry so

Hey now, it's a game
And you know that I try to forget
But I find myself in deep regret so

Hey now, it's a game
And I've tried to play it a thousand times
But I just keep on coming up dry so

Hey now, it's a game
And you know that I try to forget
But I find myself in deep regret so

Yeah, hey

Can't help thinking, wish I didn't know
Say to brush it off and they will go
People thinking just what I am, hey
I'm just smart enough to know how dumb I am

Stay away

Distant memories, they cloud my mind
And I just can't help but think all the time

Don't look back

Just come clean, what does it mean
I can make sense of everything
Want to forget or better yet
Just wish I didn't know at all

Now I look back and I see so clearly
And sometimes things aren't so sincerely
Remembering makes forgetting so hard
And you'll forever be my biggest scar

If I could write a song
I wonder what it'd say
Something far and gone
Thoughts just go away

And when I try to make
Sense of everything
Thoughts that I could think
Don't mean anything

And when I try to make sense
After a long day
Things that used to click
All just fade away

But it's not so bad

Thoughts are nothing more
Than words you cannot write
Emotions unexpressed
Like dreams all through the night

And you can't seem to grasp
Or make up the right phrase
It seems we tend to lose
The feelings that once stayed

And nothing makes much sense
When you try to look at it all
From a single point of view
It doesn't have to be

The unthought paradox
Of what we saw and knew
It seems to slip away
Like time, it is askew

But it all goes
Time will slip you by
And as it flows
It's hard to realize
And it's really not so bad