Probably Better

Hold your breath and count to six
My heart's in rigor mortis
No
But it is slow

One thing that i truly miss
The feeling of unfiltered bliss
I've known
Long, long ago

I'm not as sad as my star Krist
Who holds a lefty in his fist
And moans
But I am close

The reason why I feel like this
Uncomfortable and always pissed
Hormones
In the wrong dose

You don't hear a word I never say into your ear
Could be for the better
You don't hear a word I never say into your ear
Could be is probably better

Might seem like it's ludacris
Or just a hissy fit
I throw
That's just for show

Standing on the precipice
And yearning for an open wrist
A hole
That can't be sewn

My mind is playing horrid tricks
And know there is no easy fix
For when you always feel like shit
So what'cha gonna do but quit
And go
Where no one knows

You don't hear a word I never say into your ear
Could be for the better
You don't hear a word I never say into your ear
Could be is probably better

Can't you see how dull
It's behind my skull
It must be magical
To be in control

You don't hear a word I never say into your ear
Could be for the better
You don't hear a word I never say into your ear
Could be is probably better