Thoughts

Yeah
Lettin' my mind go right now
Gettin' my mind right
Couple things botherin' me right now
Let me talk to em
Yeah yeah

I have nothin' left to show for what I did
I guess that's the way the world turns
I learnt my lesson and the way the world hurts
My mind is somethin' stronger now
Couldn't hold it any longer now
The way I grew was exponential
Dreams to be influential
And change a generation one step at a time
At times its people who love to define and confine
Every aspect of their mind, divide and divide
Negative space, just tryna get into mine
I wanna to get to know you, but I psyched myself out
Now you got a man, it's a funny life how
Things can change in the blink of a second
But people can't stop and think for a second
Each moments a blessin'
Cause last year we were there now we here though
I felt so cold no heat, so lost, no hero
Grindin' till my fellas good and we gettin' dinero
This is for my broski and my mandem thinkin' zeros
My heart hurts for the women being abused everyday
Third world countries that rape them and treat them like slaves
I pray their ignorance receives an education
And I pray the problem really is a lack of education
I'm scared to have a daughter
Nightmares of her bein' with someone just like her father
On the road to success, trippin' over potholes
I see the signs and distractions, my broski tryna fix it through his nostrils
The balance on the scales being toppled
I wan- I wanna see you maximize your entity
Serenity and peace come with the energy
No other remedy
It's sad that I can quesition most the things that you've been telling me
I smoke a lot but hold my memory and clarity
I know that there's better times ahead
I jus-I just pray you're apart of it
Your outer circle was the start of it
So look within and view the parts of it
And see if those connections are the ones you should be partin' with
Cause we all know people who think that they bigger then life though
Fake everythin' at the club every single night though
Feel like they better than any version of Michael
Ain't no advice though
Movin only outta spite though
I used to get mad, now I ignore it
The feelin' of not giving your feelings is becoming euphoric
I want my name to be somethin' historic
The typa shit that make you cheers before you even pour it
Eyes tear when I hear your voice up on a chorus
My faith for humanity is balancin' up on a beam
The only time I feel at peace is when I'm lost in my dreams
I wonder what gon happen when I get there
Those the typa thoughts have me get scared
What scare me more is if my story don't get heard
I need veneers, just to smile through the hurt
I cover tears through my passion and work
No CDG, I wear my heart on my shirt
I thank god every time I open eyes on this earth uh

Did this for my brothers since the sandbox
My mind racing I'm just tryna let the pen talk
Did this for my brothers since the sandbox
My mind racing pacing tryna let this pen talk

I'm out...