Everything

Dear Jesus, what fuck is wrong with me?
I cross my heart, give me strength, I'm feeling weak
Big fall, talk to myself constantly
No call, cry under sheets often, me
Dear God, why you givin' me pain?
I played the game, took the trains, learnt the lessons
Got my head insane, that's depression
Do I just cause pain? Feel oppression
Count up the days, feelin' the hours
Count up my age, I'm feeling much older
I'm feeling much colder, this feelin' be sober
I'm doubtin' my hope, no wiser, no bolder
You're my obsession, my entire circle
Without you, I make no progression, just hurt loads
Yeah, I keep pushing and yeah, I keep going
The storm, it keeps pushing
The winds, they keep blowing

I feel so depressed
Feel so depressed
Feel so depressed
Feel so depressed
I cannot forget
Cannot forget
Cannot forget
Cannot forget
The pain that inflicts
Pain that inflicts
Pain that inflicts
Pain that inflicts
Away from my everything
Way from my everything
Way from my everything
Way from my everything

Dear Jesus, Mary and Joseph
The weight on my chest, it keeps growing
Jesus, you died for our sins, I keep going
Everyday raining or snowing, it's reigning, it's showing
Dear Father, the Son and the Spirit, everyday starting to fear it
The stresses of life, I can feel it
The one with the smile, I can't be it no more
I don't know who I am anymore
Nowadays, feeling like 24
Without all her presence, I'm feelin' poor
100%, I should pray more
Lay down, let it kick in, let it sink into your fucking skin
So you stay down, you can't breathe it in
God, you can't take away my everything

I feel so depressed
Feel so depressed
Feel so depressed
Feel so depressed
I cannot forget
Cannot forget
Cannot forget
Cannot forget
The pain that inflicts
Pain that inflicts
Pain that inflicts
Pain that inflicts
Away from my everything
Way from my everything
Way from my everything
Way from my everything